Soloista ngaung Pasko

ang tagal na rin pala since my last post. November pa un and its more than a month before i decided na bumalik sa aking geekythoughts at magsulat. ang tagal ko ring naghibernate. di naman ako nawala ng tuluyan, araw araw pa rin naman akong nasa cyberworld pero hindi lang talga ako nag uupdate.. for the past months, mejo magulo talga ang buhay ko.. as in it turned 360 degrees. sobrang nagbago. ang hirap iexplain. pero i know i can handle such situations. so this Christmas is a different story.

this is the first time that i celebrated christmas ng ako lang.. As in solo lang ako sa unit. Wala ung mga housemates. sabi nga ni ate jaja nasasad cya. pero thanks sa lahat ng nag invite sa kin to spend christmas with their family. kay Ms Pen na unang nag alok. thank you po.

pero sabi ko nga, this is my decision. its my choice. all of us have a choice. kung anuman ung napagdesisyunan natin, wag taung magsisi. Kasi tayo ang gumawa nun. Dont blame other people because of that.

I chose to be alone. I chose to be on that situation. And I stand on my decision. Im testing kung hanggang saan ko kaya kapag emotion na ang pag uusapan. And kaya ko naman.


So, in the coming New Year Party, san ako pupunta? di ko pa alam.. hehehe.. pedeng sa house lang ako. depende. Pag tinamad ako di talga ako lalabas ng house. Manonood na lang ako ng fireworks sa buong Metro Manila mula sa rooftop.

So ung mga nangyayari sa kin, ikukuwento ko isa isa.. sa mga susunod kong post.

Oo nga pala, im looking for a new job di ba? if ever my alam kayong opening ng EDI Map Developer, sa Asia Pacific or sa US pakisabi naman po.. thanks thanks!

3 comments:

Agent Grey said...

There's a countdown party along ayala on the 31st, you can go there! :D

lazarus said...

merry christmas and happy new year to you edward! May the Lord God give you peace and comfort always. Lazarus

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