Career Change

hay.. feeling sobrang pagod.parang walang patutunguhan ung buhay ko. ewan ko ba.. tinatamad talga ako. parang gusto ko lang tumunganga. magbakasyon na naman. kaya lang saan? solo ko na naman ba?

im trying my best to be strong for myself. cause i dont have a family that i can turn to and family that will defend me from all those issues throwing at me. i dont know. sigh.

i still dont know. right now, i want to change my career path. from being a programmer to a FLIGHT STEWARD. i wanna see the world. i wanna travel the world. see the beauty that God created. nakakatawa nga lang, kasi comsci graduate ka with honors pa, tapos ibang career path pala gusto mo. weird! ano naman ang sasabihin ng mga batchmates mo sa iyo? eh well, dito ko masaya eh. masaya nga ba? tsk tsk.. ayan na naman!

ayoko ng ganito.. nagnenegative ang feeling at aura ko.. kasalanan na naman sa diyos ito. ang hirap.. kay God lang ako naghohold on sa lahat ng bagay na nagaganap sa buhay ko. sa kanya ako kumukuha ng lakas. cya ung sandalan ko. pero kaya ko pa ba? *negative again.. tsk tsk..

gusto ko ng matapos lahat ng ito. hindi ko alam pano. tutulungan mo ba ako?

2 comments:

kyels said...

Follow what your heart's desire. The answer lies in there. And I believe with God's guidance and blessing, you can make the best out of any jobs that you choose to do.

;)

rowjie said...

oh... well, just be where you are happy. don't care what others say as long as you are happy and you're not doing anything bad to others. God Bless!