loving you even without seeing the real you...

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natapos ko na rin yung mga maps ko and sana maka quota ako for the two months..well, itong entry ko is about sa narinig ko at napanood sa pelikulang moments of love last sunday...well, the theme of the movie is ganun naman but actually when i watched it parang nasabi ko tuloy sa sarili ko, ako ba yun?

this is the line but im not sure if i got it verbatim.

"naranasan mo na bang magmahal? yung kahit hindi mo pa nakikita pero alam mong mahal mo at mahal ka?"


the moment i heard it, i was really asking myself, para sa kin ba ang linyang ito? i dont know, pero one thing is for sure..ive been on that kind of relationship not once but more than. when you use your brain and be a cerebral person, you think thats its crazy..thats the reason why ang hirap pag brain and your heart is fighting with each other. your heart tell you to believe her but your brain keep on thinking the logical way and cant accept the reasons shes giving you. your heart tell you to forgive her, but your mind tell you to stop and go on and the hardest part of it, is to leave her. (sigh)...ang bigat sa dibdib pero you need to move on to your life..you live without her for how many long years. but sabi nga nila, when the right person comes, the feeling is different, but the question is how can you tell if shes the right one? all you do is just loving her with all means of loving that you know.

the feeling is totally different. accept it or not. and you are happy for the reason that you are loving the "right" person at the right time..even if you dont see her, but deep in your heart, she really exists and play an important role in your life. making your day more colorful and bringing smile on your face when you think of her. and one time or more, youre smiling for the reason that you dont know, but just thinking about her..what shes doing at that moment, if shes also thinking of you..

aaminin ko, nagmahal ako at nasaktan...ang hirap magtiwala, especially when there are other people around you thinking that it was not right. the situation itself is not right. yeah, it is all right when you use your brain. but how about when you ask your heart? is it saying the same thing? definitely not. the only thing you know is that "nagmamahal ka ng buong puso at yun ang sinsabi ng puso mo kahit kabaligtaran pa ito ng sinasabi at isinisigaw ng isipmo". but after all those times na nagmahal at nasaktan, ang sarap pa ring magmahal at ng may nagmamahal sa yo. it was an extra ordinary feeling..sana nga lang magtagal cya at di lang panandalian..

i am happy na nagmahal ako at minahal din cguro ng mga taong di ko nakita. dahil sa pinaramdam namin sa isat isa, puso ang nag uusap at hindi utak. hindi man kami nagkita, masasabi namin na tunay ang pinaramdam at pinakita namin, hndi peke..walang nanghuhusga sa hitsura ng bawat isa..sana lang wala ring peke sa damdaming pinakita...

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