kakatamad

nakakatamad na. bakit ganun? bakit laging my saturation point? bakit hindi na cya katulad ng dati? ung tipo na alam mong tatagal ka sa trabaho mo ng ilang taon kasi masaya ka? bkit nawawala na ung magic sa work? bkit bakit? ang hirap hanapin ng sagot.

proseso ba? tao ba? ung ginagawa ko ba? alin ba talga? magulo. uu. magulo utak ko ngaun dahil di ko alam san ko na gusto pumunta. ni hindi ko na nga alam kung naeenjoy ko pa ung ginagawa ko. dahil dati masaya ako sa ginagawa ko ultimo sabado willing ako pumasok. pero ngaun? magpapahinga na lang ako kesa sa pumasok ng sabado. manonood na lang ako ng tv at tutunganga ng sabado.

ang laking kaibahan. bakit nga ba? alam ko rin naman sa sarili ko na im not giving my best 100%. ewan. basta. ayoko na. i give up. magulo. sobra.

my opening ba sa inyo? hahahha.. pa-apply naman. ^_^

7 comments:

dean said...

haha! join the club!

Anonymous said...

i'm not sure if you're aware of but your comment might turn off potential employers. hr dept of some companies actually scan the internet to obtain records of potential employee including that person's life outside work. just a thought..

David Edward said...

@Anonymous - i know naman po, pero my thoughts are these:
first po - this is my personal blog. if this is how i feel even if this is work related. it is my own way of releasing all those stress that is inside of me.
second - im a professional naman po. and im not saying these things to my manager and to my director. i know how to say things like this or not to talk about it in work.

RJ said...

Nawala yata ang comment ko? Or di pumasok kanina?

Baka nabu-burn-out ka na nyan. Magbakasyon ka muna. Kung gusto mo punta ka rito sa Australia para makakita ka ng kangaroo! o",)

The Mikologist said...

well,

i believe its the routine. too much familiarity of the work. walang changes... walang growth.

try mo nga ung vacation. pagbalik mo you still feel the same, a switch in the job might really be necessary.

my personal stand, i don't want work. i just pursue profitable projects. or gigs. hehehe. hindi sya kasing stable ng job, but this is how i enjoy work and life at the same time.

n_n

ice said...

maybe you just need an inspiration :)..or some refreshing experience..yup i agree maybe you should go on a vacation!

Dex said...

lol. pareho lang tayo