yep. indeed my own battle. a battle between a son and a father. a son who has been far away from home more than 7 years ago. a son who have live his life the way he imagined. a father who has a second family to take care of. a son who has his share of struggles in this world.
a father and a son. not too close. with personal differences. a father who disown his own child. a son who sees there is no difference before and after. disowning him as a son does'nt even bother him a bit. why is that?
a talk. happened a week ago. a son who wanna settle things with his own father. home sweet home. there was no home to call after all. a talk that lasted less than an hour. a crying father. a strong son.
father saying sorry while crying. son is just listening.
explaining things will not erase what happened many years ago. it gives you another reason why it happened. keeping an open mind. not blaming anyone.
son did not say all the hatred and grudges he have. mouth shut. saying only yes, maybe.
no tears fell on his cheek. not even a single tear formed in his eyes.
this is me. strong. matured. stone hearted. a new personality. that even the father was also amazed by the change.
this is me. i am david.