when they think you have it all

ang hirap no? kasi most of the people around you think that you have everything that you need in your life. that you are living your life like ok lang and seems like i dont have a problem at all. parang its a common understanding na because you show them you look like and act like this, ganito ka na rin.

if you dont get what im saying, sorry. nadedepress lang ako bigla. here's 2 example:

conversation with a friend in college:
me: i think hindi ako tatagal ng ganun katagal dito sa new work ko like sa previous.
friend: bakit naman?
me: nafefeel ko lang.
friend: ano ba work mo ngaun?
me: programmer
friend: wow sarap naman pakinggan
me: ngek
friend: bat ka pala umalis dun sa una e pabroad abroad ka na nga lang dun e
me: one time lang ako umalis dun
me: then paglipat ko dito, pumunta din ulit ako ng US, but then ewan ko, my iba kong gusto na work
friend: e asayo na nga lahat
friend: tapos nga ko ng comsci di naman nabingyan ng chance
friend: kaya eto photographer bagsak
friend: di kasi tayo pareho ng utak
friend: wala naman kc kong built in computr sa utak gaya mo
me: its all up to you. try mo. my mga entry level naman jan.


conversation with a friend/officemate:
me: regalo ko.. lapit na birthday ko!
friend: hahaha.. kailan bday
David Edward : uu
David Edward : next week
David Edward : pero tumatanggap na ko ng regalo ngaun
David Edward : go
friend : nyahahaha..
friend : hirap regaluhan ang isang edward
David Edward : hahha
David Edward : ano ka ba
David Edward : hindi naman masyado
David Edward : oaky na ko
David Edward : sa isang nautica silver watch
David Edward : hahahah
friend : o dba
David Edward : hahaha
David Edward : bkit?
friend : mga rich people lang ang makakapag regalo sau
David Edward : ngek
friend : anu ka ba
David Edward : hidni naman
David Edward : cge kahit ano lang
David Edward : hahahha
friend : simpleng tao lang ako
friend : anu ba gusto ng isang edward sa isang simpleng tao
David Edward : hahha
David Edward : ano k aba
David Edward : simple lang ako no
friend : mahirap mgisip ng regalo sa taong halos kaya na nyang mabili ang lahat ng gusto nya
David Edward : grabe naman
David Edward : oh cge
David Edward : eto di ko kayang bilin
David Edward : house and lot
David Edward : hahahah
friend : wahahaa
friend : sabi ko na nga eh. di talaga mrich ng simpleng tao yan



well, pedeng just for conversation's sake kaya nila nasabi yan. but still, there are things that money cant buy. remember?

i dont have it all. kung nasa kin na lahat, i wont be like this. merong mga kulang sa buhay natin na napupunan through other things. just stay happy. be thankful sa kung anong meron tayo na binigay ni god.

sabi ko nga:

"you cant have it all, dahil hindi naman araw araw eh birthday mo na gusto mo nasa iyo lahat".

and also:

"god made those imperfections for you to stay humble."


well, sana happy kayong lahat. i feel happy kapag nakakakita ako ng taong masaya. especially ung mga simpleng bagay. i wanna try again ung maligo sa ulan. maghabulan sa kalsada. those simple things that makes my heart jump in joy. :D

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

you're a sweet self-absorbed human being ;)

Anonymous said...

and i don't mean that in a negative way.. it's true that people should always be humble and thankful for all their blessings ;)