i lost a cross..im incomplete.

geez! i've lost my pendant and it i feel so bad about it, i mean i can lost other things but why my pendant? okay, it is not an ordinary pendant but it is a cross pendant. i may sound a lil OA but its a part of me. feel so incomplete without it, i mean i cant feel that im safe now, even when i ride the bus, maybe i will not feel secure and safe. that is how the cross play in my life. and now, without it because of my negligence, geez! i wanna cry! :(

hope that someone will email me tomorrow and tell me that they found it and he or she will give it back to me.

mode: incomplete. sad.