Destination - Malaysia (Preparations)

Trip Duration: July 14, 2007 to July 18, 2007
Airline: Air Asia
Airport of Origin: Clark Field Pampanga
Destination: Malaysia
Contact Person: Russel Isidro

Trip Details:

Ang trip na regalo ko para sa sarili ko. This is what you called advance birthday gift. This trip was planned when i was still in the US. And since i saved some money na rin so i decided to give myself this trip as a birthday gift nga for me. Mejo my katangahan pa kong nagawa, dahil nung nagbakasyon ako ng 10 days (yes po, the longest vacation i had, since i started to work for 2 years now) hindi ko dala ung passport ko and wala pa kong ticket that time papuntang Malaysia. Sorry naman Ate Russ.! hehehe.. excited kasi ako sa bakasyon kong mahaba na even ung mga small details is nakalimutan ko. tsk tsk. actually, that was not a small detail kasi it was your passport needed when purchasing your ticket through online. or if your are masipag naman, you can go directly to their ticketing office to buy your tickets.

So when i got back from my longest vacation, sinend ko na agad kay Ate Russ ung passport number ko, cya kasi ung bibili ng ticket ko back and forth. hehehe. Thanks ng sobra Ate Russ..

First plan was babalik ako ng pinas on the 17th ng gabi, but lucky enough walang available na ticket so namove ng 1 day. and mejo napahaba ng isang araw ung vacation ko. it is not a problem naman and right after i knew that information, nagfile na rin ako ng leave friday before my flight and wednesday - the day na pabalik na ko ng pinas.

I received na rin ung email regarding sa plan na libot ng grupo sa Malaysia. They are going sa Genting Theme Park. And that is the reason why na moved ung flight ko, originally kasi it was set on my bday. That i will be celebrating my birthday out of the country for the first time but hindi naman nangyari.

So ung mga habilin, binili ko ng Friday. Nagpunta ako ng mall nung hapon then daan sa office para iprint ko ung e-tickets ko. And then pagkauwi ko ng house, ligo tapos ayos ng damit sa cabinet and even the cabinet mismo inayos ko rin. I think i finished around 10 pm na, hindi pa ko nageempake nun. so i started packing my things na and natapos ata ako ng mga 12 midnight na. 5 pairs lang ng shirts ang dala ko. 5 pambahay and 5 panlakad. kasya naman cya sa stroller ko na maliit, and im not planning to bring my laptop naman with me, vacation nga eh. Bkit ko dadalin ung laptop ko. hehehe..

I slept around 12 midnight and nag alarm ako ng 5:30 am. Nakapagpareserve na rin naman kasi ako ng seat sa bus going to Clark Field.

At ang hindi magandang nangyari? Hindi ako nagising ng 5:30 am! Napindot ko ang silent ng aking celepono. kamusta naman un! And thanks God to Albert, he wake me up and the first question i asked - "Anong oras na?". And he told me na it was 6 am na. So i immediately got out of my bed and went straight to the bathroom. hahahhaa.. so after a minute im done and im wet na. And fully awake! Dahil pag hindi ko inabutan ang bus sa Megamall papuntang Clark, patay patay na. walang refund refund na magaganap. tsk tsk.. so wala ng ayos ayos ito. bihis lang. walang relo, wala kahit ano.

Biglang, tara na Albert! hahaha.. pagbaba ng building sakay na agad ng taxi. Then sabi ko kung kaya ng 6:30, hehehe.. so un, around 6:30 nasa Mega na ko. First thing i did was to withdraw money kasi nabawasan ung money sa wallet ko. so after that upo na ko sa waiting area.

At dun na ko nag ayos ng sarili ko. hahaha.. suot ng watch, hiram ng mirror, lagay ng moisturizer sa mukha at kung ano ano pang proteksyon, at pati ang buhok ko. wala akong pakialam either my tumitingin man sa kin or wala. eh wala ka sa katabi ko, talang sinisipat mukha ko! whahaha..

The Bus arrived at exactly 7 am. and number 13 is my seat number. So after malagay ng bag ko sa compartment ng bus, aun si Edward, nasa tabing bintana ng upuan. nakatulog din ako sa byahe. mga more than one hour din cguro ung tinulog ko.

Next entry - Clark Field To LCCT Airport Malaysia.

You're The Inspiration

ayun naman! matapos ang mga problema ko sa buhay na hindi pa rin tapos, sabi nga nila life must go on and the show must go on! pano na ang pagiging modelo ko kung padadaig ako sa mga ganitong issue sa buhay ko di ba? kailangan natin magpatuloy sa buhay. kailangan na maganap ang bawat pangyayari para my matutunan tau. para mag mature ang isang nilalang. one thing that im grateful is hindi ako iniwanan ng aking Lord God. sa lahat ng pangyayari sa buhay ko nanjan cya sa tabi ko. at alam ko meron din akong guardian angel na kasa kasama araw araw. :D

at dahil nga kailangan magpatuloy, etong kantang ito ang hindi mawaglit sa utak ko. sana meron ako sa ZUNE ko nito. tsk tsk. sa office, naka open lang cya sa browser ko. hehehe.. so eto na!


You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind,
in my heart and In my soul

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And I want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind,
in my heart In my soul


You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than I need you

And I know, yes I know that it's plain to see
We're so in love when we're together
And I know that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind,
in my heart In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than I need you

when it rain it pours.

when god give you a problem, how will you take it? its been so long since my last post. and the reason behind that is im not in a normal state nowadays. problems are pouring into me again. im the happy go lucky type of guy as they say. i take life as an easy journey. a light path. but i handle it with care and with responsibility. god is my saviour. my bestfriend. and with the situation i have right now, i want to talk to god in the church. spend half day talking to Him. i also wanna cry. release all these emotions. im not perfect. im just a human. i also have my limitations of handling things.

when you think of the problems that i have right now - family and office - its a hard feelings. sobrang bigat. when you think of it, parang sasabihin mo na "i want to quit". i want an end to all of these things. but how? when? i dont know.

one realization has come to me today. but i cannot divulge that realization to all of you. things will never be the same again from now on.

utang na loob. its so hard when you have one. as what jologsqueen told me, "mahirap ang may utang na loob, hanggang mamamatay ka isusumbat sa iyo yan".

yeah right ate ja. it will come right in front of your face one day. and this is the day for me. i was slammed with it twice. once in the living room with house guests and maids, imagine me being pushed down in front of those people. i never said a word. those things are sinking in my mind right now. and i dont like it. its so hard to be in this position. Money really makes the world go round.

the second time was inside the room. it hit me again. and was told in front of me. was the feeling different from the first? no. it is just the same. i know that i also made a wrong move. a wrong decision with the past few days. such a hard headed guy.

and this one, hindi "daw" sumbat about what happened before here inside sa house. but if you analyze it, all things have been said. from the very start. from what they did to me till the end. hindi ba sumbat na matatawag iyon? i wont take it as against them but ganun rin naman un right? sumbat pa rin iyon sa iyo. but i never said a word.

i went to my tita in the province without them knowing. its my fault. i know. but did they find me or text me about my whereabouts? nope. never even a single text message. funny. tsk tsk. when i was in america, they were looking for me. but they knew that i will be staying there for months. whats the difference? they need a money before. hay, so many revelations. so many bad happenings.

inside the room, the second time i heard my sermon i said that i will not be going home everyday cause i rented a house/condo in makati with my officemates. so what did she said? bahala ka, ikaw naman ang nagdedesisyon. wala ka ng pakialam. ok.

within the words that have been said, you can sense na there is panghihinayang na pinag aral ka. and the outcome would be like this. why? they told me that they wasnt expecting in return for what they did, but ano ba nangyayari now? hindi ba dun din tau humahantong? funny. kahit iiwas natin at magpakalinis tau, dun at dun pa rin ang bagsak nun.

now, what is my plan? well, just continue your life as it was before. live a simple life with simple person. na hindi sinasamba ang pera. why do i talk like these? nararamdam ko.

and also this one, kaya daw nilang kausapin ung mga boss ko. pipigain at pipigain nila ako. imagine that? they can ruin other people life just to get even and when they did not get what they want. but i expect these things to happen. thats life. i must go on.

now i dont know if i can or im willing to go home on weekend. with all this things? nah. need to think very comprehensively.

and last thing, and hirap magbayad ng tuition ng kapatid. bakit kasi my mga magulang na hindi responsable? ewan! naiinis ako sa sarili ko. masama mang isipin at kasalanan sa diyos but i want to end all of these things happening to me. in any way it could. even taking my life. :(