badminton friday..

as was planned yesterday, we have a game today at the Zone again, Makati City, the time 7 am. I sent an email to my officemates regarding the game and most of them replied that they gonna play, but few people are not attending because of some personal matters, but the game must continue. so i woke up at exactly 6 am and stretched my body so that i can get up on my bed and take a bath. actually, even while i am taking a bath, i want to go back to my bed and continue my sleep for 2 more hours, hehehe.. so when im ready to go, i stayed a little while on outside of the house and did some strectching on my foot, body and arms, better to stretch those joints so that i will not have any body aches after the game,. so im at the place exactly 7:15 in the morning, actually i received text messages from other players that they are not attending the game (again for some several reasons)...tsk tsk..so me and mam elai are at the place, and started to have some warm up game. then while playing and doing some routine, we agreed to asked the 2 players on my right side (mixed partner, 1 man, 1 woman), if they wanna play with us so that we can play mixed doubles but they refused for the reason that they are just beginners, well, ms elai is a beginner, hehehe..do we look like a pro? tsk tsk..so we continued to play and then another 2 players come in on my right side on the court next to us., both of them are male, so we agreed again (me and ms elai) to ask the two people on my right if they wanna play with us, and they agreed. the names are alvin and michael i think, hehehe...michael is a beginner also like ms elai, but alvin is a pro, thats for sure, cause he smashed the shuttle like a bullet. tsk tsk..so after three sets, we rested for a while, and ms elai planned to take a shower and me, to continue playing, hehehe...i played another 2 sets with the same opponent that me and ms elai had, but at this time, i had a new partner..well, all in all, the game was okay but for the fact that the people invited to play did not show up and only the two of us who came.nyway,,thats it. a great play..

my friend...a brother...

written in a piece of paper..

QUOTE FOR THE DAY

description: it is a quote for a friend, i dont wanna sound that they take me for granted but in some ways they let me feel the feeling i dont wanna feel, that i am always taken for granted. goodluck guys and god bless...its not my intention to give any negative issues about you..its just that...God bless...

maskman closing song..

Ito ang mga bayaning tagapagtanggol
Walang takot
Sa bangis ng kalaba'y di umuurong
Matatag, tagapagtanggol ng inaapi
Mga huwaran, Sa tungkuli'y tapat
Nakahandang mag-alay ng buhay
Maskman, tanod ng kapayapaan
Maskman, laging maasahan
Dapat nating tularan ang kagitingan
Laser Squadron Maskman...

maskman opening song..

Humanda na kayo
Kampon ng kadiliman
Oras na ng pagtutuos
Kasamaan n'yo na'y matatapos
Narito na sila
Bayaning tagapagtanggol
Sa masama'y lilipol

Maskman, kayo lang ang pag-asa

Iligtas kami sa rahas ng kadiliman
Kami'y inyong ipaglaban...
Sugod, sugod, laban Maskman
Ipagsanggalang ninyo ang katarungan
Sugod, sugod, laban Maskman
Ipagtanggol ninyo ang kapayapaan
Buong mundo'y nagpupuri't nagpupugay, mabuhay!
Laser Squadron Maskman...

remembering maskman..

maskman...sinimulan sa blog ni victor yung tungkol sa maskman, e2 ako ngayon searching sa net ng mga videos nila and i am overjoyed kasi my mga nakita akong videos. thanks talga sa you tube..bumabalik ako sa pagiging bata and pagiging fanatic ng show, and i admit talga na i watched it before, yung talgang tutok ka sa bawat mangyayari and di ka aalis sa tapat ng monitor until you see the ccv na sign, we read it ccv kasi cyempre bata di ba? so that was the inverted letters c and v pero i think ang ibig sabihin nun is end..so yun, i dont know what happened sa maskman before, i cant remember na what last episode is being shown in television, i dont know what happened to the love interest of redmask, grabe! sobra akong na-excite and the feeling was totally different..ewan ko, its so happy reminiscing the past and especially the shows that has been part of your childhood and of course in some way it affect my personality..basta all i can say at this very moment is i am overjoyed for the fact that i saw again the maskman! whahahaha..till my next post..i saw episodes 1 to 9 here in you tube, i hope that the streaming is fast...wish myself luck..

maskman..

as i browse victor's blog, i ended up at his page wherein there is a video of the maskman..wahahaha...my heart is jumping because i saw a video of the masman again..and that im not the only person who wants the show to be on air again! tsk tsk...please..im begging to GMA and to ABS to add to their shows these my all time favorite shows..
as victor have said, i also grew up watching these shows, maskman and bioman especially, shaider? where's annie? hahaha...also Turbo Ranger, FiveMan, JetMan, and shows who have the same concept. I also dreamed of becoming like them, a super hero who will protect the earth..
well, no more to say, i am Red1 and Red Mask, hahaha...as always, i want the leader, i dont know why...well i hope to see those shows again in the future or want to have my own copy of that..waaaa...childish is attacking me again...hehehe...thats it...just wanna share that i love all those shows..hope to see them again, or if you have copy, can i borrow it? thanks!

wait forever...

another song that i like...and also the shirt of gary! im gonna look for it..hehehehe

Standing on the great divide
Feel the sudden need to fly
Underneath the open sky
And the river down below

I could keep on running down
I could keep on cheating death and yet somehow
It all ends up the same
And I don’t want to be the one who’s blamed

[refrain]
Can you see that I don’t really have a choice at all
If only for a taste flight
I’d gladly take the fall

[chorus]
So, I say I love you
I don’t wanna wait forever
Just to say, I need you
Doesn’t even have to matter
If it really matter anything to you

I’d gladly take this ride
As long as you are there on the other side
Not making sense at all
Of making sense of it all

So while I can, I’ll take the chance,
I’m diving in
If you need me, I will die
To feel alive again

[chorus]
So, I say I love you
I don’t wanna wait forever
Just to say, I need you
Doesn’t even have to matter
When I say I love you, yeah yeah

I’m falling like
I’ve never done so before
I’m flying against the wind
And here I go

[chorus]
So, I say I love you
I don’t wanna wait forever
Just to say, I need you
I don’t wanna wait forever, no, oh oh (I say I love you)
So, while I can I’ll take the chance
So, I’ll say, I need you
Doesn’t even have to matter
When I say…

I love you so (I love you), I need you
It doesn’t really matter (no, it doesn’t really matter)
If it really matters anything to you
I love you…

my song...IKAW

i like this song by brenan...the feeling is different when youre in love..

Ikaw
Brenan Espartinez

Kailan kaya maibabalik ang nakaraan
Ngayong aking puso'y puno ng kalungkutan
Subukin man ang magmahal
Umibig pang minsan kahit sa pangarap man lng

Ikaw ang tangi kong mahal
Ang laging kong dasal na sana ay matagpuan
Ikaw, hangang sa kailanman
Hindi magsasawa na magmahal kahit nasasaktan

Hiling ko lang sa maykapal muli ay makamtam
Tamis ng pagsuyo kailan mahahagkan
Hinding hindi ipagpapalit kahit kanino man
Asahan mong maghihitay
Ikaw ang siyang buhay!

Ikaw ang tangi kong mahal
Ang lagi kong dasal na sana ay matagpuan
Ikaw, hangang sa kailanman
Hindi magsasawa na magmahal kahit nasasaktan

Wala ng hahanapin pa...
Wala ng iibigin pa kundi ikaw...
Ikaw...

defect me or defect them? hah!

it was a beautiful and peaceful tuesday morning...im doing my job and actually im done with my map, and i did unit testing yesterday..our plan for today was to exchange maps so that we can perform QA on our Henkel Norden maps..me, kuya glen and kuya tey...all the while im doing my work, my QA on one of my maps before pop a message and told me that we have a defect on one map, since there is an issue regarding the map..then i talked to my tl (team leader) and told him that the defect they are talking about was not part of my Change Request version 1.02..tsk tsk...look at the RDD sir. at the change control tab. ALC, PCD and MOA was not part of my CR. he told me that he was just asking for the defects as a team and not as an individual, but of course it will reflect on us since the email stated that the defect was defect of the previous developer and QA. For me, if you have an issue dont just file or charge a defect on the developer, better ask the people involve before doing any action..i feel bad about it...really...you know nothing but then someone is filing a defect on your name without your knowledge? thats unfair...really is...

My Prayer..

Father, I ask you to bless my friends reading this right now. I am asking You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self doubting, release a renewed confidence to work through them. Where there is tiredness or exhaustion, I ask You to give them understanding, guidance, and strength as they learn submission to Your leading. Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask You to renew them by revealing Your nearness, and by drawing them into greater intimacy with
You. Where there is fear, reveal Your love, and release to them Your courage. Where there is a sin blocking them, reveal it, and break its hold over my friend's life.

Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up leaders and friends to support and encourage them. Give each of them discernment to recognize the evil forces around them, and reveal to them the power they have in You to defeat it. I ask you to do these things in Jesus' name.

sleep marathon...

Its Saturday, hay..i just woke up from 13 hours sleep. ... whew! I really need it! Wahahaha…why? My damaged brain cells need to be repaired…tsk tsk..what the heck am I talking about…nah! Its just that I want to spend more time sleeping nowadays..what can you say about sleeping 10 hours each day for 3 consecutive days? I come to work at around past 9 and start my sleeping habit at 9:30 or 10 pm..hehehe..well, that’s it..i need my damaged brain cells to be repaired and also my eyebags…tsk tsk..i don’t know why I do have an eyebag even if I sleep more than 8 hours and thinking im not that stressed out in my work, well I treat my job just an ordinary itinerary and im making sure that it will not affect more of me. Hehehe…so how about 13 hours of sleep on a Saturday? Well I just did! And what about tomorrow Sunday? Lets see…

tears for carol..

june 23, 2006...time to say goodbye to carol...who is carol by the way? a batchmate in the office...we came in and started our job here at GXS the same day, August 28, 2005. we are originally 8 person on what we call our batch. me, cecille, frank, karen, karleen, job, gene and the last carol...carol's job is to be a qa person, gene and job on the technical support (ecsc) and the rest of us, map developers. we had our farewell lunch at gerry's grille in glorietta..we we're happy, just like the same occasion when we are together, talking and talking about anything we can talk about. it was like the same ordinary day, i can recall, on our first few months here in the office, we usually know when one of us is already here at the office, and we always greet each other a gud morning in the communicator, then when we are doing nothing, we will "pop (or send a message in the communicator)" carol and ask her if she have fud..well, if anyone of us are looking for food, we always go to carol, hmmm..how time flew so fast, it was already 10 months, 10 months of friendship with her, memories that will stay on our mind and will always recall whenever we want, i thought i would not cry, thats my problem, i always cry so easily, tsk tsk,...but that is me..the real me..
after doing my job on a friday, carol send her farewell message to all of us., to all of the people that became part of her stay here at gxs. i must admit, it went straight to my heart, every single word, by the time im reading it, it feels like i wanna cry at that very moment. this is true..carol is leaving, hoping her luck in another land,. i printed a copy of my rdd, and while in the printers area and looking at the pages of my rdd, it feels like my tears want to fall, my eyesight got blur, and i need to wipe it out so that no one can see that my tears are falling..i went up to the 36th floor and asked some friends to visit carol, the last visit that we're going to pay to her inside the gxs office. i went to val first and talk about the email and while talking to her, i cant help but my tears fell, grrr! im trying my best not to cry, and when going to carol, its obvious that i cried, and still crying, tears are falling in my face and i cant control the emotion,.well, goodluck carol! take care always and thank you for the friendship! surely, we will miss you...again goodluck and ciao...

my college life...

i thought i will never recall and make a blog about my college days...but i really missed my college days.wherein you dont have to worry anything but to pass your subject and then nothing follows, i know its not easy to be a student, lots of pressure are in, the expectation of the people around you, though some close friends understands that you also have your weaknesses as a student.
it was november 2001 when i transferred from Columban College in Olongapo City to STI College Edsa Crossing in Mandaluyong to pursue my bachelors degree in computer science..well i can say that i changed a lot, before was im a shy type of person and will not talk unless provoked. so when i transferred in STI, i myself thought that i will still be the same old student like in olongapo, an average type of student who did all the school works, passed the projects and answer the professors questions during recitations..i expected the same manner of teaching, well on my first day at STI, i was shy on the classroom and looking at my classmate who looked like they knew each other easily. well, i am who i am, i was staring at them and waiting for someone to approach me and talk to me, by the way, i dont look good and maybe tahts the reason why some people dont come to me to talk, then i have few friends on the prelims, mostly girls, cause i can easily cope up with their characteristics, and then on one subject, we are all boys, we formed a group of 4 or 5 guys i think on that subject and evrytime we are on teh same class, we are always next to each others chairs, hehehe...after the prelims, i knew the whole class, each and every person, well that was me..so my friends network become wider and broader, i was makign good on my academics and of course im gaining friends.
When i transferred in STI, at first i was amazed because there are only few people in one class, unlike in olongapo, taht we are one block and about 60 persons in one room..
I can say that STI taught me a lot, i gain my own confidence, well sad to say but before i transferred in STI my confidence was -0! yeah! thats true...so because of STI, i found the real me, what is in me and who is me...it open myself to be the real me, and give the best that i can be.on that first year, i gained the trust of my blockmates, that my professors let me feel taht i can do it..well thanks to them and i owe them a lot!
its been four years at STI Edsa Crossing, full of memories, sad and happy, people come and out of my life, new classmates every semester and new professors, but we need to continue to have our diploma in our own hand.
at first i thought and expected that studying at STI is better because it will give me a job after i graduated and im secured to that. but what i overlooked is that STI open me to a lot of opportunites out there, that it boosts my confidence, that i can make things on my own decision, that i have my own mental capability to share with others, it opens a lot about me. well, i can say that i knew myself better now than before..i now know my own strength and weaknesses..though i may say that ive been also through ups and downs in my life...
STI is not purely academic, i must say that our professors touched our life in their own way..that they teach us not only waht is written on the manual but also the real life experiences..i personally get in touched with my professors, and to my professor in Physics 1 and Physics 2, who i've known that she support me all the way, a person that i can told my stories, no more no less, which i can be the real me, like a son talking to his mother, i owe you a lot, thanks for the lectures, thanks for everything, thanks for the advises youve given me and believing me that i can soar high..you are really a mother to all of us and to me..Ma'am Alley Dioso, thanks for everything..im really thankful that i met such a great person in you.thank you for everything, maybe im saying this thank you for all of my life...
i graduated college with flying colors. yes..i graduated cum laude. just as one of my friend told me, your hardwork will be paid off...and indeed it happened..i marched to get my diploma on the 30th of May 2005 and now im working as a software engr in an IT company here at Makati City.
STI prepared me, from simple person from the province to a person who is me right now, thank you to all teh people that i met along the way and especially in STI Edsa Crossing, who knows me very well from teh start, the struggling Edward before is now the same Edward you knew, thank you to all the persons that i meet..thank you STI for molding me and shaping me who i am right now., because of STI, i can definitely say that i found my own self that is lost a long time ago. God speed to all...need to go back to work...hehehe

nokia care center..

im gonna put that story in my blog...my experience at the nokia care center in glorietta 3.
actually, i wanna go there even before...not to buy a new phone but have my phone a repair. Yes.Repair..but my phone was not literally damaged but my phone need a software update for the 3g thing..actually it has to do with my texting lifestyle..i usually send messages three or more times a day to all of my friends, officemates..the problem is that when i am in a 3g area, of course my phone signal will turn into 3g and then im going to have a difficulty in sending text messages and not to mention the same thing happen when receiving messages..so its kinda makes me irrate, it came to my thought that the server for my text message is delayed or is it really because of the 3g signal? well, it is really the 3g signal on my phone, and the worst thing is that i cant turn it off cause it doesnt have a menu for that one in my phone. that comes in the software update.
last monday i also went there but due to popular demand, most nokia phone software needs an udpate, and a lot of people is in the place so the personnel told me to leave my phone and theyre going to have it updated but im gonna get my phone the following day, of course i refused! how about my pals? my officemates? my texting habit? tsktsk, so i left the place and told the person that i will come back.
so this is the day that i came back to that place and luckily im 2nd on the line, of course, most people at 12 noon are eating their lunch and me? falling in line to have my phone software updated. when its my turn, the personal first noticed that my phone was not made from finland or whatsoever land, hehehe...so he asked me where did i bought my phone and i told "kuya" that i bought my phone in "wellcom", so sad that my phone software is based on nokia italy (what the heck! i didnt saw any italian letter on my phone and im using it for almost a year now! tsk tsk,) so the personel told me that he can udpate my phone software based on nokia philippines software but my phone is not under warranty so i need to pay 550 for the software update..so i agreed to pay the amount, then here comes the news! he told me that when updating the phone software, it might have a power failure and next is that a hardware failure. and when that happen i need to leave my phone to them for 7 working days for repair and after that the worst thing i heard is that im gonna pay P8,000! pesos for the hardware that failed...business business! tsk tsk...so i told kuya not to take the risk but he kept asking me twice to have my phone software updated since the risk is only 20% i think. nah! nevermind! so i think this is the right time to have a phone udpate..hmmm..i will miss my phone definitely..tsk tsk...and then after that, going back to the office is not easy, i walked too long for the loading station of the bus, grr! its so hot! and im sweating! thats the problem with me, i sweat easily and when im sweating, i am really sweating and i cant stop that but to stop and to have my body temperature cooperate in the climate outside..tsk tsk..poor edward...do i smell bad? nah! of course not! hehehe..

my new blog is created

today is june 22, 2006, 3:11 pm based on my computer clock here at the office..my new blog was created.i hope that im gonna keep it and keep blogging...god bless to all...