my body aches...

tuesday na pero di pa rin ako nakapagpost what happened to my game last saturday..so here i am, taking a break from my work (shocks! ang simple simple lang pala ng solusyon sa problema ko pero napaka complicated ng nasa utak ko..thanks God talga nagawa ko rin cya) .after we went to laguna last friday night, and makauwi sa house ng around 4 am, i told the maid to wake me up the following day at around 7 am. at exactly 7 am..which she did naman..ehehe..actually i dont wanna get out of my bed pa nun..kaya lang nakakahiya naman sa mga taong nang imbita di ba? so nasa pasong tamo na ko around 8 am, and before i started my game, i text all my friends muna ng gud morning, cause sa pagmamadali ko di na ko nagtext dahil ligo bihis alis agad ako..eh since i took the bus, i dont have the courage to show off my phone in that place eh there is one mama pa sa bandang likuran na mukhang holdaper (god forgive me for treating other people like that) eh mejo napapranoid na ko that time,. parang ang dami sa isip ko na naglalaro like, "nagbayad na ba cya, mukhang hindi pa", "nasan na yung mga kasama nya?", "san na umupo yung iba nyang kasama", alam ko its so weird and pray to god na sana bumaba na sila and it happened naman so nakahinga talga ako ng maluwag..
so nung nasa game na, well, cyempre i enjoyed it! sobra...kasi naman sobrang pawis talga yung lumabas sakin and thinking na 3 hours pa lang yung sleep ko and then calculate the energy that
im releasing, so it was like im in a high talga..but the game was fun..sobrang fun! ate tin sorry sa paghawak at pagpigil ko sa racket mo and ako yung pumalo ng shuttlecock..ang kulit ko while im playing, hehehe..so yun, after nun, i think natulog ako that night gabi na rin eh..mga 10 pm..so mejo yung energy ko talga naubos..hehehe..but masakit nga lang yung mga legs ko, i did not make any stretching na kasi..:)

condolence...

i got home last friday night and i met on the street our maid and asked me if im going to laguna with my other relatives, and right there, my question was "what are we going to do in laguna?", "are we going to have a vacation"?, "is there a party to celebrate?"..well, those are the questions keeps running on my mind. the time i entered the house and see the person inside, i asked him why the people in the house are going to laguna? he said that the father of my cousins wife had died that morning,,.and now its clear..its not a celebration. there is no party to celebrate..no vacation..its time to mourn..right there and there i text ate and asked if i am going with them and she told me yes..okay..i packed my things, clothes, towel, toiletries, etc,..and again, my mind is entertaining so may ideas, there is "where are we going to stay?", "how many days are we going to stay there?". "and Lucban is too far, is that the place where the dead be buried?"..geezz...i cant stop my mind from thinking those ideas..so i have my travelling bag ready..then when i stepped down on the sala, ate called me and told me that we were going to laguna only and that were going back to manila the next morning..it was a relief..i have a play the next day..
it was 10:30 pm, were on our way to laguna. my tita, tito, cousins, maids, niece and nephews,. and when we got there at the place, there was no other people but only relatives of the person who was buried there. we went home at around 4 am and i was really really tired. whole day of work then after going home, im on my way to laguna..only have 3 hours of sleep for that day..

isa pa rin pala akong anak.,.

kampante akogn nakaupo sa harap ng computer ng walang ano ano'y nag beep ang cellphone ko..ninang ko, pero tita ko rin cya, kapatid cya ng ina ko..tinatanong kung ano daw balita sa bataan? sa bayan namin sa dinalupihan..sabi ko hindi ko alam..wala akong balita..sabi nya baha na daw and lubog na yung mga bahay...all of a sudden, mejo kinabahan ako,,i admit it..di ko alam kung para saan and for wat reason..nandun pala yung tatay ko, yung pamilya nya at yung mga kapatid ko sa pangalawang asawa nya..hindi ko alam kung yun yung dahilan kung bakit ako biglang kinabahan..inaamin ko na hindi maganda yung relasyon namin ng aking ama, kahit na ako ang panganay, hindi pa rin kami ganun ka-close..it just happen na naging anak nya ko and naging father ko cya,, di ko alam kung my bigat pa rin sa dibdib ko, but i always pray to God na alisin nya unti unti kung meron pa mang natitira..
bigla bigla nagworry ako, apekatado nga ba sila? pano na sila? nasaan sila sa mga oras na ito? pano yung mga kapatid ko sa pangalawa?
hindi ako mapakali at tinawagan ko ang kaibigan ko na taga dinalupihan din,. she answered to me na okay naman situation dun, sa ibang lugar baha "oo". tska usually bumabaha din sa min dahil malapit kami sa ilog.. and she assured me na mejo malayo yung sinasabing lubog na mga bahay sa amin,.thanks god. na relief yung pakiramdam ko..
tinawagan ko rin yung ninang ko and told her the information that i got from a friend..
all of a sudden, concern pa rin pala ako? na isang anak pa rin pala ang pakiramdam ko..na kapag my nangyari sa magulang mo, mag-aalala ka pa rin. well sana nasa maayos silang kalagayan ngayon pati na yung mga anak nya sa asawa nya..kawawa naman yung mga yun dahil maliliit pa sila..mahigit isang taon na kming di nagkikita ng aking ama..hindi ko alam kung kelan kami ulit magkikita at alam kong aloof ako sa kanya..
pero ngayon, alam kong anak pa rin pala ako na my magulang...

kaibigan

while browsing my friendster's site, i noticed my friends whom i lost communication with. its been months since the last time we chat and talk to each other. there are the new ones and the old ones. whom i treasure both in my life..well, i hope they know that, hehehe..well, sad thing is, we cannot tell who are those people who will enter and leave your life. once they are part of it, unexpected thing happen, you will lost communication to them. and you will never know when will be the next time you will see and chat to each other again, things are getting different and different everyday.
but one thing is for sure, once you treat me as your friend, i will treat you as my friend forever..even we dont chat like the way before, and even our cellphones are like always no load (really edward? joke!hehehe), and we forgot even just to say hi, its okay. im just here, the same person you knew before, the same edward whom you talked to and had small talks with, im just the same..i just pray to my lord god to protect you, the way He protects me everyday.
so till here, if you are my friend and the one whom i lost communication with, text me, you know my number, its just the same, not even a single digit changed. or leave a message in ym.
God bless and remember this:
KAIBIGAN kita!

bigyang espasyo ang mga aliping sagigilid...

note: sorry if i used that kind of title, its kinda inhuman, but that what this post is all about,,tamang tama ang timpla ika nga...lets get started...

its been months since we transferred to our new home, from ate's house in a private subdivision in pasig to a townhouse in the crowded city of Mandaluyong...the reason why we transferred is another story..its a 3 storey townhouse..the 2nd and 3rd floor are allocated for the rooms and we have bathroom on the 2nd floor for the family members and the bathroom on the first floor for the "other" person inside the house..lets just say na i dont like the two persons living in the house..or please add 1, so 3 in all...it goes more inside of me when we transferred na nga.lets start muna from the history why they got into our life..my kasama na kami sa bahay dati pa, kahit nung lumipat ako kay ate, my kasama na cya nun, and the name of the person are "Mayeth and Elai". they are in their 20's from the province of Dumaguete, when we transferred to Pasig, (also from apartment to own house of ate in the subdivision), kasama na namin si Mayeth, Elai was "eliminated" because of one incident that happened in the apartment..gusto ba kong saksakin? eh nalaman pala nya na lalaki daw ako at mas malakas sa kanya, so wala cyang nagwa but to cry and paalisin na ni ate and pauwiin sa kanila..but thats another story talga...


so yun, kasama na namin si Mayeth sa bahay, then Ate got another maid from the agency, si Rutzelle,. so okay naman yung arrangement namin sa bahay, we have our own room nung isa kong brother and my maids room talga..then si ate got pregnant and nung manganak cya, dun na yung prob..kasi she got the "yaya" from the same agency..and lets call her "Alona"..hhahhaa..so yun, when we transferred nga to our new house, weeks or 2 weeks beofre, nagpaalam sina mayeth and ruthzell na aalis na samin all of a sudden, yun pala the reason behind is siniraan sila nung Alona kay ate...hay...sinabihan na walang ginagawa sa bahay...eh papanong my gagawin, eh pinapaalagaan nya yung pamangkin ko dun sa 2 and yung yaya nasa harapan ng tv at nanonood..tsk tsk,..what a face!hahaha..
so then yun na, since i have a work, si ate most of the time is not inside the house and shes working also and studying ulit, so the person who left in the house is the yaya, yung isang maid and yung anak nung yaya ( na walagn gnawa but magtext ng magtext maghapon, may i remind you hija, youre not in a vacation! you are there to work, its your mom you brought you into our house to work.we dont like the idea either)..naiinis lang ako sa kanila kasi parang bahay na nila yun.they eat whatever food na makita nila, ok the same situation when mayeth was still in the house, but sina mayeth, alam nila ang pagkain namin sa pagkain nila, pero ang mga nilalang na kasama namin now, akala nila nasa bahay sila and having a vacation of their life na sustentado sa lahat ng gusto nila...what a face talga! then yung bread sa bahay, tama bang ubusin ng anak ng yaya? thinking na dalaga na yun and she knows the reason why shes there..di ba? and pati yung chicken sandwich na palaman ni ate ipalaman sa tinapay nya! hay sobrang hay talga...its been weeks or months i kept my mouth shut, not telling ate that i feel this way, but one thing happen na talgang nainis na ko..ganito yun, last sunday i went to my cousin and kinuha ko yung ube na pinabili ko sa tita ko..it was 10 pcs na ube na parang leche plan, yung halaya, so yun..paguwi ko, i put that in the ref,. so taht tomorrow sabi ko, im going to bring it in the office, since di naman talga ako kumakain mdalas na sa bahay, dahil my mga pinapakain nga si ate...( yung mga longkatuts yun)sobrang bad ko na?...hay...so yun, 10 pcs of ube halaya was inside the ref dated July23..then when i woke up the next day, July 24 and counted it all, it was only 9 pcs..1 is missing, and i cant see any evidence that someone ate that...grrr! ang kapal! nakakainis talga! i dont wanna sound bad and look bad pero they made me one...i only felt this way ng sila na ang maging kasama namin sa house....! ang kakapal talga ng mukha nila...so when i left the house, as expected, i have a frown in my face and told the other maid na "tanungin mo sa knila kung sino kumain nun! alamin nila yung dapat nilang kainin!"..so thats it. i went to the office and the story keeps on bugging me...then when i called home in the afternoon., the person answered the phone is the daughter of the "yaya". then when i spoke, im the one who asked, "sino ito?", its been the other way around...then it was the daughter of the yaya nga..eh i dont wanna talk to that walang kwentang nilalang...(sorry for the word, but e2 talga nagagwa pag naiinis ka sa isang tao)..so i told her to call the other maid whom i talked to before i left the house...then all of a sudden, the girl shouted in front of the mouth piece!!!!!!! grrrr! its feels like my eardrum want to explode because of the shout...so im inis na talga! grabe inis na ito..so then, when i talked to the other person., wala pa rin daw umaamin who ate the ube, then i said my gudbye and told her to tell the daughter of the yaya not to shout in front of the mouthpiece! wala cya sa bundok at hindi palayan ang nasa paligid nya! hay...
so that was the incident na talgang nagpasabog na sa inis ko sa mga tao sa bahay! so i text ate at that moment and the text was:

"Te nandun ba sa bhay si kuya ogie kagabi? kc yung ube na pinabili ko my kumain..mga tao sa bahay masyado ng feeling at home..nakakainis..di ko na alam minsan kung alin dun yung pedeng kainin at hindi. tapos yung tinapay (gardenia tasty bread) nung isang araw si honey lang ata yung umubos, nung nagpagawa ka ng chicken sandwich..parang sila na lang yung pinapakain mo.hay..tapos kaw ba bumili ng juice? bkit nila tinatago?"

so yan yung txt ko kay ate..talgang nainis na ko and napuno, so i voiced out what i really feel,,.then sabi ni ate magsesermon daw cya sa mga yun..so yun na...eh di natapos na...basta tinext ko pa si ate about dun..then when i got home after going sa megamall, when i entered the house, kumakain sa lamesa yung driver, grabe kung tumingin! sobra! parang ang sarap sabihin na bkit ka ganyan makatingin? anong problema mo?!kala mo kung nangsisino! ang kapal ng mukha! eh di tinignan ko din ng masama! kala nya! sana alam nila kung san sila nakalugar! nakakainis...!!!!

so yun., after i took a bath, talgang di ko nakita yung mag ina and im so happy..sabi ko dun sa isang maid..."nasan yung mag-ina?", then she answered, "nandun sa kwarto", then sabi ko, "sabihin mo wag na silang lumabas dun! forever na sila dun"..

nagiging bad ako dahil sa kanila...kung yung kasama sana namin sa bahay is tulad nung dati na sina mayeth na alam kung alin yung dapat at hindi kainin, alam kung san sila nakalugar pero ang treat naman namin is parang kasambahay na talga...sana alam talga nila kung san sila nakalugar! yun lang...

tapos sa tv, pag pinalipat ng kapatid ko sasabihin nung yaya na, "mamaya na, kita mong my nanonood eh" sobrang kapal na di ba? feeling nasa bahay nila? eh pag ako nanood wala akong pakialam, kahit nanonood ka pa jan, walang sabi sabing ililipat ko ang tv sa badminton, sa discovery, sa myx..dun sa mga channel na hidni sila nag eenjoy at ako ay sobrang enjoy! gudluck sa inyo...pinatubo nyo ulit sungay ko..hahaha


another note: hindi naman sa nangmamaliit ako ng kapwa ko tao dahil alam ko din kung san ako nanggaling, pero kung ang mga taong katulad ng kasama namin sa bahay ang kasama mo, siguro you will feel the way i feel..e2 pa..nung my hinahanap ako, di sinasadyang my makita akong mga pakete ( 1 liter ) ng juice dun sa tupperware..ang dami din nun, when i asked the other maid kung my juice, sabi nya wala daw dahil hindi pa naggogrocery si ate..shocks! oh di ba? ano pala yung nakita ko? hindi ba juice yun? when i asked si ate kung sino bumili ng juice sabi nya cya daw...eh bkit tinatago ng katulong? ano yun? ang kapal ah! KAPAL!

the girl in the bus...

one time riding the bus going to megamall, i sat beside this "fatty" lady...well, when i entered the bus, of course, people will look at the people entering the bus, so i decided to sit down beside the said lady, instead of sitting beside the gay on the left side..but im not against gay okay? its just taht im not comfortable, me being alone and travelling beside him, but to my surprise they knew each other.the girl beside me and the gay on teh left side..and they talked like im not existing in the middle...tsk tsk...and i know in the corner of my left eye taht while talking the gay is looking at me, but just keep on talking. but thats not the main point of this blog, while inside the bus, the gay told the lady beside me to sleep since she has now a "seatmate" in the bus..i thought it was okay, but then problem came in..tsk tsk..that was my first experience about that...the "fatty" lady slept like there was tomorrow and like she was sleeping in her own room., she keep on leaning on me and i cant carry her weight, im just 120 lbs and i think she weighs more than double my weight..so i just told myself to be kind and dont do anything that might cause the girl to be shame on me and the people inside the bus..but shocks! she really weighs too much..until we reached edsa crossing, the girl get off the bus and i felt relief...hay...that was an experience and and a lesson to be learn? dont get me wrong...hehehe..i just had my experience...

kawawang OFWs

kawawa naman ang mga OFW's na nasa Lebanon, tsk tsk. pati sila nadadamay sa digmaang di naman nila ginusto at inasahan,..hay, whats happening to our world? i wish there will be peace among all the people, pero ang main concern ko is they are advised to go back here in our country, pero sila ang concern naman nila is their families. mahirap mamili sa dalawang importanteng bagay, buhay mo o buhay ng pamilya mo..

if you choose the first option, you are safe here in our country kasi malayo na tayo sa Lebanon, but how about their life here? is it will be the same as the life they have while they are workign abroad? well, the answer is no definitely...unang una, anong trabaho magkakaroon sila rito? iba ang kinikita nila dun sa kinikita nila dito, malaki ang diperensya, sa kanila at sa kanilang pamilya...pano na ang mga taong sinusuportahan nila? well, nagsabi na rin naman sila na ayaw nilang umuwi ng Pilipinas and just continue to work abroad, alam na rin naman nila ang hirap ng buhay dito sa bansa natin..ingat at dasal na lang ang magiging pananggalang nila laban sa digmaang hindi nila ginusto...

pag pinili mo naman ang buhay ng pamilya mo, you will stay abroad at di ka babalik ng Pilipinas sa mga panahon ngayon, kinalimutan mo ang iyong sariling kaligtasan para naman sa kapakanan ng pamilyang iyong inaalagaan,. saludo ako sa prinsipyo mong iyan..kapakanan at kabutihan muna ng pamilya mo ang inuna mo bago ang iyong kaligtasan,. mag ingat ka na lamang sa dayuhang bayan at magdasal na sanay tumigil na ang digmaang hindi ninais ninuman,..

sa lahat, be aware lang sa kung ano ng nangyayri sa paligid natin,. its not the usual na eh..
god bless..and si god na po bahala sa tin..:)

takaw tulog....

hindi pa man gumagabi pero feeling ko gusto ko ng humiga at simulan ng managinip. hindi ko rin maintindihan sa katawan ko kung bakit masyado akong sabik matulog...ano ba nangyayari? ito ba ay epekto ng malamig na klima na nararanasan ng buong Metro Manila o ng buong kapuluan? pero one thing is for sure, gusto ko talgang matulog, yung tulog na dire diretso...walang gagambala at bahala ka na sa magiging panaginip mo..( kaw ba pumipili ng panaginip mo? hmm...mali) basta yun. araw araw naglalaan ako ng 9 o higit pang oras sa aking pagtulog..paggising ko sa umaga parang wala akong trabahong dapat pasukan dahil ang sarap ng yakap ng kumot at unan sa aking katawan...na naghuhudyat at parang nagsasabing dito ka na lang at managinip ulit..hay...ang sarap matulog talga...sana uwian na. ng masimulan na ang mahaba habang tulugan...:)

si manong guard..

after naming mag grocery sa sm makati, we went back here sa office para dalhin yung mga binili namin na food stock...actually ako lang naman ang marami. ewan ko ba..joke ko nga sa cashier, ate di ko po babayaran yan, nag enjoy lang po akong pumili...hehehe..so nung pauwi na kami, past 10 na yun, palabas na kami ng building d2 sa office, dun sa may door hawak ni pam yung bag nya and pagdaan nya kay manong guard, si manong gustong icheck yung dalang bag ni pam! astig si manong! di ko alam bago na pala security procedure ngayon, yung mga lumalabas na tao na pala sa building ang ichecheck ang gamit...hahaha... goodnight manong! nice job! hehehe

tambay on a sunday..

gumising ako ng quarter to 9, my tita text me last saturday that they are going sa mga cousins ko d2 sa manila, ( nagboboard kasi sila and they are from batangas talaga)..my answer to her text is tignan ko if i can make it. but honestly speaking, pupunta siguro ako, 65-35 ang labanan sa utak ko ng pupunta or hindi,.so yun. nagfx ako papuntang mendiola, ngayon i asked the driver how much yung bayad hanggang mendiola, sabi nya saan ka bababa? hahah...im asking nga di ba how much yung fare up to mendiola? hehehe...so sabi nya 20 daw, so i paid him 50 pesos and i have my changed. after kong bumaba sa my street kung saan my simbahan ng san sebastian, i dont know the name of the street..hehehe...i told myself to take the bus going to sm manila since dadaan naman yun dun, but malas lang dahil wala, malapit kasi sa sm manila yung dorm ng mga cousins ko,. so i took the jeep n lang then bumaba ako pagkanan ng jeep after nung bridge, hindi ko rin alam yung name ng bridge na yun, hehehe..basta yun na yun..then i walked all the way to their dorm, pagdating ko dun, nakita ko yung ka dorm nila and kilala naman nila ako, so she called my cousin na girl and nung makita ko, hindi pa daw cya naliligo kasi wala daw kuryente sa kanila..hahaha..naputulan ba kayo at hindi kayo nagbabayad ng mga rent nyo hija? hehehe..joke lang...so yun, nagstay ako dun till hapon, sa kfc na rin kami kumain ng mga tito ko, tapos nag ayos sila ng kwarto nila, kwarto ng mga cousins kong lalaki, as you always expect, magulo ang room nila..so sabay sabay kaming umuwi ng tito and tita ko, sila going back to Batangas and me going back sa loob ng mental, joke! sa mandaluyong ang uwi ko...then sabi ko sa tita ko ibili nila ako ng ube, once na bumalik sila d2 sa manila next week, well, wala na silang kasama sa bahay kahit sino sa mga cousin ko dahil lahat are in college na. yung eldest sa pup, graduating na. yung 2 sa adamson,..so ako naman, nung nakauwi na, antok.,.,actually, while im inside the fx, groggy na ko sa antok dahil sa traffic, pagbaba ko, yun konting lakad and nasa bahay na ko...diretso sa kwarto and nag ayos ako ng cabinet ko,, inalis ko yung mga clothes na di ko naman nasusuot and pati na rin yung mga pants,..tsk tsk..mejo marami rin yun eh...pede ng idonate..hehehe..pero sayang pede pang pambahay..hahaha...so inayos ko cabinet ko, una muna mga long sleeves then longsleeves na shirt, then mga panlaro ko na damit and jogging pants, then pamasok na damit and last sa hangeran is yung mga pants.,then yung mga pambahay and yung di na hanger na damit, nakatupi na lang...after nun, bumaba na ko and rest for a while then i took a bath, need to freshen up the feeling, so yun...natulog ako around 10? yata...

badminton satruday...

Saturday July 16, 2006

We had our badminton game sa the zone in makati, we are all 8 players namely: me (representing map dev, hehehe), ms. Leo (representing HR), sir B1 (representing ECSC), Sol and Mark papas (representing Finance), Kiko Gorospe (representing Tech Imple), Sir Poli and Lex (representing HP, outside of the company na e2). Hindi naman masyadong maulan ngayong umaga and it stopped nung lumabas na ko ng bahay. Nag fx ako papuntang crossing then MRT going buendia and last yung jeep. First na dumating si ms sol and sabay naman kami ni sir b1 pumasok sa loob ng badminton court. Pagpasok namin medyo maraming tao sa loob, and the reason why? There is a basketball tournament ( Convergys ), and also there is leveling for Convergys Badminton, tapos dami pang mga wheel cart na mga sponsor for that event, nag start kami 11 am, and hindi naman ganung mainit, unlike nung nag tournament kami ng umaaraw, God! It was like youre inside in Oven, temperature set to 100 degrees sa sabrang init. And since it was raining naman knina, hindi naming na-feel yung init. We had a good game, kaya lang nung natapos na kami around 2 pm and the time im going to take a bath sa CR, daming tao sa loob! When you open the door pa lang, my mga naka upo na sa floor sa daming tao sa loob, so I decided not to take a bath na lang and sa bahay na lang pagdating. After naming magbayad and lumabas, kumain kami sa my kainan sa my the zone, well, masarap tapsilog nila ah. Hehehe…then after that, sabay sabay kaming naglakad pabalik ng RCBC and dun na kami naghiwa hiwalay lahat.

Ako, dumiretso ako ng Megamall, and my planned was to load my phone using ATM machine, pero kahit saang machine ang haba ng pila, I don’t have my patience that time to wait for my turn dahil sa haba ng linya. So nag stroll na lang ako and then yun, I found a soft pillow and I bought that,. Gonna bring that on Monday sa office, so im going to have 2 pillows na. heheh…after that, umuwi na ko since there are lot of people inside the mall na, nakaka suffocate na. hehehe…(ang arte ko noh? Pero I admit naman na naiinis ako pag maraming tao sa mall, ako ba may –ari? )

So yun, pag uwi ko nilagay ko muna sa house yung gamit na dala ko and bumalik ako ng jollibee para bumili ng meryenda ko, 6 pm na yun..hehehe..

Ngayon, ginawa ko is gumawa ng template para sa blog ko, and I really hope na magrun cya..and while doing this template, dumating si ate and my dalang yellow cab na pizza. So while working, kumakain na rin ako kaya mejo natagalan and ang hirap mag isip ng style eh..so ngayon 10:51 na, and im gonna take my dinner, ulam naming sinigang na baboy…gusto mo? Tara sabay tayo..

Note: kanina, sabi ng yaya ng pamangkin ko, hindi daw masarap yung pizza na galing sa yellow cab, mas masarap daw yung kinain nila dun sa pinuntahan nilang bahay kasama yung isa kong pamangkin, sabi ng pamangkin ko, eh parehas lang din yun eh., ganyan din yun eh…hay naku…ang tao nga naman, tska di naman pinapakuha, kumuha…feeling close? Member of the family ba ito? Hahahaha….i’ll stop na kasi im being too bad eh..

what a girl wants...

finally, napanood ko na ulit yung movie na ito. it was my brother who introduced this movie to me, i think last year, as far as i remember and my memory is working, i was at our room then he entered and told me about movie in the cable channel and the title is, yes "what a girl wants"..and told me that it is a good movie to watch, a teenage movie, a love story, well yes, i go right in front of the tv screen and watched that said movie, i dont know that time if i started it on the right time, pero for me im enjoying the story and all the actors who play on their own role. after that story well, yah..it is a good one...
when me and val went to megamall to look for pansit palabok, hehehe.. nabitin kami sa pansit palabok na handa ni chief? hehehe..eh wala na kaya kaming nakuha, so we decided to go to megamall that time and satisfy our craving taste buds..hehee...so before going to a place where we can eat palabok, we went to Video City, then i asked the sales lady if they have a maskman movie, she told me none, then i remembered the movie that we watched last weekend, "love wrecked" and i remember amanda bynes and the movie what a girl wants. then i go to the managers area and ask if they have the vcd..then they only have one left and i got it for only 100 bucks..eheheh..so i planned to watch that on the same night but unfortunately, nung sinaksak ko na yung portable dvd sa socked, nag spark, tsk tsk...so i give up na lang and not tried the other socked in the room. then last night yun, i came home early and after i took a bath, i watched it in our room, and ako lang yung tao dun,...hehehe...

e2 yung movie na my kwento, my lesson, and talagang movie na matatawag mo..unlike nung love wrecked na ang story is walang kwenta, walang wala talga..ewan ko ba dun sa writer nun..so yun napanood ko ulit yung what a girl wants, ang hirap nga ng my kulang sa parte ng buhay mo,.parang youre living in this world but half of you is missing, ang hirap nun kaya...so all in all, maganda yung movie and ang galing ng story, yung songs sa movie na ginamit, ang gusto lang naman ni daphne is to fulfill her dream to have a dance with her father..pero inagaw ng step sister nya yung moment na yun and that was the time she gave up,. one more lesson, know when the times you can give up..know the limitations kung till when ka lalaban, kasi mahirap ng youre fighting pero wala rin palang kakahinatnan, so better give up na lang siguro...:)

hehehe..basta masaya ako sa kwento ng movie and natapos ko cya ng quarter to 11 and i woke up today around 8:30, at pagbukas ko ng cell ko 3 msgs agad, una kong binasa yung text ni ate jaja, ang nakasulat wala daw pasok lahat due to some circumstances and i replied na wala ngang pasok? then she replied back na magbasa daw ako hanggang baba, kaya pala daw walang pasok is magpapainom si manny, tsk tsk,,pasensya na tulog pa diwa ko nung mga oras na yun..so nakaalis ako ng bahay 9 am na and thank God kasi di na umuulan ng malakas, hehee..pure white kaya long sleeves kong suot ngayon and gudluck na lang sa tilamsik ng tubig sa daan...hehee..

david edward signing off...

badminton on a stormy day...

today we have a badminton game, so i woke up at 6 am and i took a bath..actually tinatamad na ko, why? kasi naman its raining hard outside, so di ba? nakakatamad talga. but usapan is usapan, so after i took a bath, i prayed to God na patigilin yung ulan till makasakay ako, and then whoa! the rain stopped! hehehe...ang lakas ko kay God...tsk tsk...so yun, kaya lang when i arrived at the fx station biglang lumakas yung ulan, yah Lord, kulang yung pray ko, kasi sabi ko till makasakay lang ako and it happened a while ago, so after that, nung nakarating na yung fx d2 sa makati naglakad na lang ako going to the court, and then wala pa kong mga kasama, tsk tsk, i told you edward to stay on your bed and continue sleeping..tsk tsk..so i waited for 10 mins my dumating, isa lang..so yun tinuloy na rin namin yung game, even were only two playing, parang coach pa ang dating, kasi he taught me some smash and how to do it talga, so yun, nakakapagod talga, then my nag aya ng doubles. so we accepted, but then we lose on both 2 games, so all in all masaya naman yung game kasi nakapalo na naman ako, and i dont have project pending for today, thanks!
so pano till here muna..and one more thing, i dont know why the connection here at teh office is slow,hmm? whats wrong? hehehe...
david edward signing off...

tuesday..july 11..ordinary day..

well, it is just an ordinary day for me. going to the office, going back home and sleep. hehehe..monotonous right? well, thats my life, i wake up in the morning, take a bath, prepare myself, wear my company id and im ready to go, do office work, then go home. when i arrive home, take a rest for a while then take a bath then im ready to sleep and lastly before i go to sleep ( oh i forgot, before going to bed i take my vitamins), i need to pray to God and thank Him for all the things that i have, for all the things that He let happen to me. and many thanks to Him, also asking for protection aside from saying thank you, actually when i say my first line of my personal prayer, i always smile cause its always "Thank you Lord for all the things that youve given me"..its always like that...my personal prayer is a bit longer well guys its not only for me, its also for you! hehehe...so thats it, im just living a simple life, sometimes when i want my face to have clean, i go to Bioessence and have a facial cleaning, its alarming for me when i see pimples on my face, well thats part of vanity. for vanity's sake as they say.
last night, i slept at around 10:30 and i woke up around quarter to 9. so making 10 hours solid of sleep., but my dream is different now, but its ok. yesterday i did 2 CR maps and both are defect free..i dont have plans for the weekend yet since the Baguio trip will not pursue due to some reasons of my officemates and i do understand. :)
last night, we exchanged text of one of my "brother & friend" from UP,. well, its pretty funny cause as the usual thing he shared stories especially when he got heartbroken, tsk tsk..poor little boy, so as i say my lessons for him, he asked if he can love me. at first, ha? why me? its not right isnt it? then he text me thats its okay if i dont want to, he said his goodnight and bye. well, i was a little shocked, but why did he say? until he text me that he wants to love me as his kuya. so i told him, ur OA, about your text, i thought it was a different love that you were talking, and told him that of course i can be his kuya. :) then he said sorry and asked me if he can be a good actor, naH! thats it before i sleep last night., im a little bit groggy at that time and im longing for that wonderful sleep i had last night.
so tahts it for now, godbless and goodluck guys..

I am An ANGEL of GOD..

it was a different dream, it was the first time that i dream like that and i must say a dream that i will treasure and find the meaning of it..curious whats the dream all about? well, here it is..

i dreamt of a good dream. it was like youre in heaven, the feeling is unexplainable. my dream started like i am sleeping, then GOD called me. someone lifted me up and i know that He is the one who get me. then when i open my eyes, i saw Jesus in my front and i kneeled down in front of Him, then there was light, the spotlight is on me. the color of the light is lightish yellow, then at the side, there were angels, looking at me. then Jesus/God spoke to me, HE chose me to be one of His Angels...God the feeling is totally different, there i was, with my creator, telling me that i am now one of His angels and told me that i must keep peace throughout the land, then He gave me a weapon, a soft triangle looks like a boomerang., then while i am flying away, its like the wind blows me to where i should be, then i look straight to the eyes of Jesus and i saw Him looking straight at me.

right there and there, its okay that i cannot wake up from my dream, its different, i feel so light after my dream, it was different, a once in a lifetime dream, i hope somebody can explain to me what is the meaning of my dream.

saturday and sunday..

Today is July 8, 2006: 11:05 pm based on the laptop time.

Zone: of course, Phillippines.

hmmm,,what am i going to post in my blog.

lets start what happened yesterday. i came to the office at around 10 am and fortunately the project that i handled the night before didnt returned to me and it is defect free! yehey! my brain aches for that change request. hmmm,.so i was glad and happy because that is my first map for Quarter 3 and dont have defects. and i dont have a project for the whole day but there is a meeting with the project manager and the whole team at 4 pm, and after that meeting followed by the meeting with our director and the whole EDT. and after the meeting session, all those people who submitted their projects on time and less defects project were commended and given two movie passes, and i was happy cause i am one of the recipient of the movie tickets.

and i was being teased by my officemates cause im wearing a green shirt on the sleeves and plain white on the body cause also one of my officemates wear the same color green shirt on the sleeve and printed white on the body of the shirt. and the shades of green are the same, and thats the reason why i wore my jacket. after that, we had to transfer our things from our cube to the new cube assigned to us, so after i arranged my stuff in my new cube ( that was also my cube before i was transferred in my previous place, hehehe) we went to SM Makati, me and val, to see if the payment section is still accepting payment t unfortunately it was closed and the time is 8:30 pm.

so after that, we agreed to go to SM Megamall and we took the MRT, God! so many people are taking teh MRT and even inside the train are full of people, people outside of the train are still pushing to get in, geez! stop pushing people! cant you see that it is alerady full inside and the people are like sardines cause there are no space in between two persons, tsk tsk..then i heard one of the people from outside said, "Excuse me" just to get in, funny people. what made you say "Excuse me" just to get in when you saw these people like sardines inside the train? tsk tsk, then when we were in megamall, its already 9:20, so we ate at McDonalds, and then we decided to play bowling..we went home at around 11 pm, and had 2 sets of game.

and today, i woke up at around 11 quarter and text all my friends, all the person i know, which is in the same network my gud morning greeting...after that i slept again and get up in my bed around 3 pm.so that was almost 15 hours of sleep..hehehe...then val text me that they are in megamall together with ate el and ate goldie, so i headed to Megamall again this after noon, and then we stroll in the mall, then watched the movie "Love Wrecked" which is not a good movie in terms of story,. tsk tsk...so after that we went to toy kingdom, then we went to ice skating but unfortunately they are already closed so we all decided to bowl again, we are separated into two groups, me, jeff and alfin on the lane 25, by the way, last night we played on lane 24, so val, herbert and ate goldie are on the lane 26. we scored higher than the other group both on two games and after that we ate at McDonalds again and headed to Mega A and i parted way because im going to take another way and they are going to north, so thats it for today, i dont know what time i will wake up tomorrow but let us see...goodnight people...ciao....

i woke up late...hehehe

i spent almost 9 hours in my bed last night. i went home around 11 and came around 11:40, after a short rest, i took a bath and im ready to go asleep. the reason why i went home late is that i had an urgent project that needed to be pass the night before. so there you go, i left the office at 11 pm..
i woke up at around quarter to 9, the most late that i woke up since i started my job..well, i need to have a rest. badminton today was cancelled because of yesterday.
INFO: today is the date wherein i woke up late (quarter to 9) since i have my job..

im not feeling well...

today is wednesday, july 05, 2006 10:35 am on my computer clock...im not feeling well. i have a headache, a cold and all in all, i am really not feeling well, i feel like i just wanna lay in my bed the whole day and sleep..waaaa..whats happening to me...tsk tsk...yesterday, i also left the office early because of the same situation. it all started yesterday, and i had my medicine before i went home and the next? i did not take any meds this morning...hope that it will stop before the day ends and to remind me that there are two meetings scheduled for today...ciao..

grade 6..under Mrs. Luzviminda Vitug

grade 6 is under Mrs. Luzviminda Vitug..on the sixth grade and my last year on my elementary, i joined the BSP and became the Scribe, the 2nd highest position, we also won in the municipal level in "sabayang bigkas" wherein i cried..hahaha..tears of joy...for the hardwork that we did on that one..i have my solo part there! hehehe..we are only chosen 3 to have a solo..we also competed on the division level but sad to say we lose,..and then me and dimple are always together, since we are going to another 2 schools in teh near barangay because our principal is the principal also of that school but fortunately she had the home base on our school..i think its pretty obvious that me and dimple are teachers pet of that school..hehee..we came early to school to open our classrooms and stayed late and became the last student heading home because we're going to close the classrooms...and it is also the time when i have a medal on one subject since ill be graduating 3rd honor, my teacher told me to give that medal to somebody else and of course, i chose Bryan Rafael for that medal...we're close you know..hahaha..(at that time)...then we had our NSAT, but on the fourth grading when the grades are tallied and the honors are being presented on the class, me being the 3rd, Dimple first honor and my cousin Marissa being the second..then all of a sudden the result of NSAT came and unfortunately i didnt scored high.,..so when the grades are computed i only ahead of 1 point on the fourth honor thus making me to have my speech also on the graduation day..hehehe..thanks God...also i grabbed the "Most Responsible Leader Award"..minus the medal Bryan had..:)

grade 2 to 5...

grade 2, i was under Mrs. Violeta K. Iguiko, so there it is..i passed grade 1 with honors with my very first teacher Mrs. Lourdes C. Ramos..at this year, what i remembered is most of my classmates are from the nearby barangays, so they have their lunch with them and have lunch at the school, and there was this "uso" wherein you can leave your bag at the room during lunchtime and you can exchange pens with your classmates,..grade 2 pupils are using pencils and one of my classmate then is using a pen, taht time i was using my brothers new pencil, so i exchanged my pencil to the pen for one day, when i got home for lunch, my father is asking for the pencil of my brother and i cant answer his question staright because i am afraid, (well, so must so say, i am no that close to my father) ..but things can never be kept and he found out that i exchanged the pencil with a pen, immediately he told me to come back to school and look for my classmate and bring back home the pencil of my brother and give back the pen to my classmate..so i came back to our room and look for my classmate and told what happen, taht time i did not have my lunch yet, pencil is more important than lunch (wahahah..what the heck!)..so tahts the story of my pen..
then also in grade 2, i found out that 1 of my classmate (Marissa is my second cousin, hehehe) so since then we were close till college that we went into the same school. (in highschool instead of going to private school, i decided to followed her in the public high school in our town)..
grade 2, i met this friend of mine, Bryan Joseph Rafael because of one piece of paper, as a kid, we told each other that we are cousins and gave each other a sheet of paper (hehehe)..
and also this year, my father scolded me for always playing after class...(yah, its pretty obviuos that in grade 1 before i can play i need to do my homework)..but thigngs are different now...we dont have homeworks! hahahha..so that idea alarmed my father and being the PTA president decided to go to school and talked to my teacher and asked why dont we have assignments to do..tsk tsk..and after that incident we always have an assignment everyday...
grade 3, i was under Mrs. Adoracion Y. Salcedo ( im having a hard time recalling their whole names, hehehe)..oh by the way..i also passed grade 2 with honor, 2nd honor..grade 3, that is the time when i learned to sing in front of my classmates..i was so embarassed that i dont know how to sing then our teacher asked all her students to sing one by one in front of the class..and you know what song i sang? its the song that we sang in grade 1..heres the lyrics:
"fly fly the butterfly, in the garden is flying fly..
fly fly the butterfly"...
only 2 lines...then my classmate ReyVarie sang the theme song of Maalaala Mo Kaya, see..that time most of the people watched taht and even grade 3 students knew the song..hehehe..the highlight of my grade 3, is that it focused on the multiplication table, hehehe..i also did in one quiz, i did not use my surname santos on the paper but my middle name vicente, so when my teacher passed by at my place i held my paper back for her not to see, and shes looking at me like i did something very wrong..im innocent! hahaha..
and from being 2nd honor in grade 2, i dropped on the third place and the worst thing is when the graduation comes and recognized all the honor students, only top two students are included in the list. so i dont have a medal on my 3rd grade.
4th grade under Mrs. Sonia Vergara, what i recalled on my fourth grade is that when there is no classes for one day, we're not going home straight but instead stayed at the room and played "bahay-bahayan" with my fellow classmates, friends..we're going to build buildings using the desks..if im not mistaken, i passed grade 4 on the third or fourth place..
5th grade under Mrs. Lilia Atienza, at this year when we moved from the old building to the newly constructed rooms. hehehe.. it is when we exhanged ballpens (me and shieka) and made an agreement on the paper dated on that date that we agreed to exchange pens and not to returned the pen to the owner. it is also the time, when we won as best costume in one of the schoolfest. the custome is made out of newspaper with creep paper lining and also we have a cap.
i passed grade 5 third honor..

next is grade 6..under Mrs. Luzviminda Vitug.

grade 1 under Mrs. Lourdes C. Ramos

inspired by aaron lee's blog, im writing this stuff about my elementary days..hehehe..
i spent my elementary days in the elementary school near our house, our house is at the back of the school, you dont need to walk that long to get into school since there is the back-gate.
grade 1 year 1990, i was not officially enrolled in the class, it just happened that my tita personally know the teacher in one section, there are two sections in grade 1, Mrs. Ramos and Mrs. Villasis..before the child can go in grade 1, there is the standard procedure that all grade 1 students should be able to touch their ear on the left side using their right hand on top of their head..if you cant do this, youre not allowed to enrol for grade 1...tsk tsk..poor me...hehehe..i cant do that at that time, im pretty small..and still i was only 6 yrs old, the age allowed for grade 1 is 7, so im 1 year shorter to be in that section...as i was saying a while ago, my tita know the teacher in another section, Mrs. Ramos, I-R..since im only 6 years old, shelet me enter her class but im not officially enrolled and considered me as "saling-pusa", okay..that was fine with me..actually i think the reason why my tita "enrolled" me that early is because i want to learn so fast that even when im not going to school, as long as i have my pencil and paper, i would copy the text in the book and there my handwriting became pleasant to read.hehehe..(that's why a lot of people told me that my handwriting was like for a girl).. so the classes began and im going to school like an ordinary student, act like an ordinary student, did all the works of an ordinary student, submitted all the projects the ordinary student had.i even experienced that when your noisy, there is the noisy people listed on the board by the person chosen by our teacher when she is not around, the teacher will pull upward your "patilya",..and you will really have to say "aray" because it really hurts (try it to urself, hehehe)..then there's also the mongo on the bilao,. your going to kneel that, your two arms widely spread and there are one book at start, when the book landed on the floor it became two and so on and so forth..i experienced all that, even i am only saling pusa..i never thought that my teacher is giving me grades like an ordinary student to all of the subjects. so when the year end, im expecting nothing since im not officially enrolled and have to enter again the grade and at this time, i am OFFICIALLY ENROLLED..hehehe..but things changed when the teacher called my aunt and they talked about something that is related to me..then i knew that when i am officially enrolled that time, i will be having a second honor since i have a high grades than the other grade 1 students which are my classmates..so, for my effort not to be wasted, they changed my birthyear from 1984 to 1983 so that i can be 7 years old at that time..hehehehe..nice idea! i like that...so i passed grade 1 with 2nd honor medal...thanks to Mam Ramos..i learned a lot from her, shes the one who open me and thought me the basic..that everyday we have an assignment and right after school i need to do it before i can play with my playmates..for the whole year round, that was my routine, after school before i can play, i need to finished first my homework...

to follow grade 2...hehehe.I am under Mrs. Violeta K. Iguiko.

nothing to do...

its 11:13 am based on my computer clock..i was not feeling well, since i dont have a good sleep last night, i think i have a sore throat and i have a flu, shocks..im getting sick..tsk tsk...my project new map is okay now and for implementation after 4 days of performing functional testing done by the QA engineer person...i dont have nothing to do.. ive checked my emails, my friendster's account, read the news, what else? i really dont know what to do next, right now im listening to brenan espartinez "IKAW" on you tube, im listening to it for about since last week.hahhaa...so that's it for today...dont have nothing to do, but to memorize whats on my desktop and what is on my computer...:)

my grades at sti edsa crossing...

time when im going to submit my diploma and TOR copy to the HR when me, thought to tally my college grades.
well, here it is:

our grading system is 1.0 being the highest.

GRADE: 1.0
count: nine flat 1
MAJOR: 3 out of 9
SUBJECTS: Physics 1 and 2, Computer Architecture with Assembly Language Programming

GRADE: 1.25
count: six 1.25 grade
MAJOR: 4 out of 6
SUBJECTS: Database Management System, Software Engineering, Java, Special Topics (PHP Web)

GRADE: 1.5
count: fifteen 1.5 grade
MAJOR: 4 out of 15
SUBJECTS: C Prog, LDS, Operating System, forgot the subject

GRADE: 1.75
count: nine 1.75 grade
MAJOR: 5 out of 9
SUBJECTS: C++ Prog, Visual Basic, Systems Analysis and Design, Compiler, Thesis 2

GRADE: 2.0
count: two 2.0 grade

GRADE: 2.25
count: one 2.25 grade

GRADE: 2.5
count: two 2.5 grade


just want to share lang...i dont wanna sound boast, maybe somewhat im proud of what i have done in college..

wonderful sunday...

yesterday i had my phone model changed from 6630 to p910i. i just want that phone, and my previous phone was 1 year and 2 days old on me..hehehe...and after that we had our dinner at gerry's in promenade...so far so good, the day cooperates with me and god heard my prayers..hahaha...thank you god...but i cant use my credit card now because ate used that yesterday for the psp she bought to her son. tsk tsk..how can i buy another phone for other network? huhu...well, there are still time and i need to enjoy my new unit! yippee! hehehe..

SUPERMAN RETURNS!

yipee! hahaha..last saturday i planned to watch the Superman at Shangrila Mall, i woke up around lunch time and then went to shangrila almost 2:30 pm. i visualized that there are many people who are going to watch the movie but unlike the number of people when youre going to watch it like for example in megamall. so 4 or 5 cinemas are alloted for Superman and then since there are many people on the ground and the line is a bit long, i decided to went up staright at the 6th floor to buy my ticket there..the scene is almost the same on the ground floor maybe minus 5 persons.hehehe...so the next showing time is 3:10 but unfortunately there are only 3 sits avalibale. 2 on the left side and one on the center so i dont want to wait again for the next showing time so i grabbed the center place..i watched superman at cinema 4, C-11..pretty near the screen,,,hahaha..
the movie was good and of course the sounds...tahts what im talking about movie house in shangrila and megamall...im willing to pay 170 for one movie as long as i enjoyed every second of it unlike in megamall that youre going to pay 140 but then the sound is not that good (this is based on my experience and my own opinion)..hahaha..i enjoyed the movie, rated 8 out of 10, but for a few seconds that screen turned into black for 1 time and then the sounds are corrupted (pirated! haha) for 30 second and it happened not only once..tsk tsk..all in all, the movie is good!

to go or not to go...

its so hard when you are in the middle of two things that both are important and you dont know which to choose and how to choose? that two things are important in your life? and because of other people you are placed in a situation like that? geez! i dont want that to happen again, swear! im being bad again because of other people..let me tell you what happen..
i have to meet my friend at shangrila edsa last friday night, we have a meeting with sir bong and the meeting ended at around 7:10 i think here in the office, that time i have a project on the QA for almost 3 days and just on the third day she kept me asking how about this and that...god! its just like, while doing your test scenarios you can ask me about that, or maybe you have your own "diskarte" which is not good for the developer..tsk tsk..sorry...then on the afternoon of that day, i asked her if there are any problems on that map, she said none. so ok..i did the defect and submit again the map for testing..so i thought im okay and im ready to meet my friend at shangrila. but then before the meeting started at around 4 pm, and told me that she found another defect and did not tell me on the test result of the first passed. well, she just thought that it is correct...tsk tsk..so there..the meeting ended at around 7:10, business hours is ended, but i have my proj still on the QA person, and i dont know if im going to wait for that for me to finish the project and my friend text me that we'll be meeting at shangrila at 7 pm.! geez! i was late! too late! its almost 7:30 in my computer clock. so i asked my Team Leader if im going to wait for the defect of the project and then he asked me if im gonna wait for it, so i just asked my analyst what is the deadline date of the proj and he told me that there is no definite date but the project is prio-1. so i told that to my team leader and he asked me if i can wait for it or if im going somewhere..well, i admitted the truth that at that very moment, i was cramming and i should not be on that place but should be on my way going to edsa shangrila mall. so he told me to continue that work on monday...the feeling is unusual that there is someone waiting for me but then someone is pulling me not to step out of the office...geez! god sorry if i said unpleasant words about the person...i cant help it...
so thats it, i went to shangrila and meet my old friend that i didnt saw for a year or so..we enjoyed the moment and plan to meet again with our other friends, and i really hope that this incident will not happen again! God please....